listenin to : Elegy-As i lay dying
im putting it off again.sayin everything i need to on this.like nothing has happened.like i feel nothing.like im happy.or just....numb..
i need to stop listenin to this song..i really do coz its givin me nightmares,i keep dreaming tht im crying so much,so much tht i wake up scared and start crying for real,its so scary.its messing with my head,its making me go insane and i dnt need tht i hav to stop this,i need to stop all this nonsense i need to get away frm it