iv cut u out now set me free

when did i become so alone?
i wake up today and realise,shit iv got no body left where he hell did everyone go..?
when did i lose everything
where did i go wrong?
WHEN??
why didnt i realise b4? when did it happen?
the one person i had left is some one i cnt afford to keep in my life..and now i have no one..
the time tht used to pass me by so quick now dsnt go away..it fukin chokes me lyk a noose,it just wont go AWAY!!
waiting for the days when it will be better,when it'll all be gone,waiting for happiness to come my way.

im NOT ungrateful.iv just not been truley happy.in a while.or is it EVER...? i dont rly knw.. i dnt evn knw wot im talkin abt.
i think iv lost the plot.